Hello friends!!! After a while, I’m back again! ♡ ♡ ♡ I miss writing… and been thinking if I could share some thoughts that will feed not just only your minds but also your spiritual souls. I’m so proud to share with you how truly great our GOD in my life. Always grateful for every little blessings ❤

God’s word exposes our pride, deceitfulness, lusts, self-centeredness, contempt for other people, lack of compassion, anger, ungodly speech, and our other ungodly characteristics. We read, listen and study God’s word, but too many times we become “forgetful hearers” and our lifestyle isn’t any different than unbelievers. It’s easy for us Christians to forget the warnings in God’s word about chasing the pleasures and things of this world. Sometimes we tend to focus on earthly things rather than storing our treasures in heaven. We know that everything here on earth is just temporary but most often we chose to forget that the most expensive things is on up above.

God promises lovingkindness to those who remember His precepts to do them stated in Psalm 103:18b. The wisdom within the Bible on how to live our life while we’re on this earth is truly amazing. The Bible tells us how to make, save, and donate our money, how to relate to government, employers, and employees, how to treat the poor and rich, and how to relate to our wife/husband, children, friends, and even our enemies. But the most important thing about the Bible is that it tells humans how to have a personal relationship with God. The Lord’s simple requests often serve as stepping stones to life’s most wonderful blessings.

Often, God’s greatest blessings come as a result of our willingness to do something that appears very insignificant. So ask yourself, “Has God been challenging me to do something seemingly unimportant that I have not yet made an effort to accomplish? Is there anything I have rationalized by saying, ‘It’s too difficult,’ ‘I don’t want to’ or ‘I have to pray about it first’”? I can’t deny it to myself, I most often questioned my faith in HIM and forget to trust HIS will. I sometimes disobey HIM but I always go back on my thoughts and my belief that God often rewards others—in particular, those closest to us—as a result of our obedience. For example, when a parent obeys the Lord, the entire family reaps the reward of God’s blessings. Likewise, a child’s obedience will bless his or her parents. This does not mean that those who choose to disobey the Lord will escape his discipline because of someone else’s godly walk. His call to obedience always demands our response. Perhaps you have hesitated to obey God because you fear the consequences of your decision. But the Lord’s command is for you/us to fear him above all else. The same sovereign God who keeps our heart beating. When HE tells you to do something and you know without a doubt it is HIS will, then you need to obey based solely on who is doing the talking.

When you choose to obey the Lord, he will bless you. This is because obedience always leads to blessing. I have always told people who say they do not understand why God is asking them to do a certain thing that if they will obey him, he will reward them with a sense of peace and joy that compares to nothing this world has to offer. Therefore, set a goal to obey the Lord and watch him work in your life.

All true love comes from GOD. But Jesus is not the inventor of love,HE is the tenderest demonstrator of love.Not only does HE creates lover but HE is the world’s greatest lover. He came to earth and lived a life of love.He healed the sick and raised the dead.He fed the hungry and encouraged the weary.HIS was a life of love.But not only in his life,in his death HE also showed HIS love.Jesus died on the cross to save our sins and that shows how great HIS love is.Love was suffering on that cross. Why did Jesus go to the cross? It’s because of LOVE! Love for me and you and I think this is the sweetest love story of all time.

I believe that in order to start trusting God with our present and future relationships we have to fall in love with HIM first. We have to let God be our first love and set that standard. We have to know the “WHY’S” of why we are in love with God. We have to know how he makes us feel during our relationship with Him and settle for nothing less than that in the future.

God is always involved in all aspects of our lives. He influences the people we will come into contact with and how we come into contact. The thing about God is He knows exactly what we need.He doesn’t just give us our basic needs,but He always longs to give us the desires of our hearts.Our only job is to take delight in HIM and place our lives in His precious hands. God is taking care of me,you, “US”.Our job is to serve and wait.Fall in love with God first.Glean the field just as what Ruth did. Work while you wait.When we become more focused on our Creator,the process will become much easier.

Always remember,that the person God has for you is going to love you and cherish your heart.That is what you deserve and God isn’t going to give you anything less than what you deserve.We are His child.He has great things in store for our future.The best things always “TAKES TIME” but the process is going to be worth the wait when that time comes. Now that you still have enough time, enjoy your romance with Jesus first as He prepares your heart for the things to come.

GOD ALWAYS GIVES HIS BEST TO THOSE WHO LEAVE THE CHOICE TO HIM❤️♥️❤️

𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢. 𝚈𝚎𝚜, 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚠𝚑𝚢 “𝚈𝚘𝚞” 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜. 𝙿𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚎𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 “𝙱𝚊𝚎” 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎. 𝙰𝚜 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢,𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚐𝚘, 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 (𝚂𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕+𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛), (𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚛+𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎) 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚊 𝙸 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜.

𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙶𝚘𝚍’𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜. 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢, 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚋𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙶𝚘𝚍’𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝙲𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚎𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎. 𝙰 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙶𝚘𝚍’𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜.

𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚟𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚑,𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍. 𝙸 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖 𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚏 “𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜” 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚝 all. 𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠-𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝-𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜, 𝚠𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜.

𝙼𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚛𝚍. 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝙶𝚘𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜.𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 (𝚢𝚒𝚎𝚎𝚎𝚎) 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒 𝚔𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝…𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚔𝚘…. 𝚑𝚎𝚑𝚎𝚑𝚎 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑. ♥️ 𝚆𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸’𝚖 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚍 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎. 𝚂𝚎𝚎? 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚒𝚜. 𝚂𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚝 𝙿𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚘𝚗🙏🏻𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙷𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎.𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝙹𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚊𝚑 𝟸𝟿:𝟷𝟷 “𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚛𝚍,𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞,𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎.”

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚖𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝙷𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎. 𝙻𝚎𝚝’𝚜 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚐𝚘 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝙷𝚒𝚜. 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝙷𝚒𝚖. 𝙼𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚞𝚎 𝙶𝚘𝚍, 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙷𝚒𝚖 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙶𝚘𝚍’𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎. 𝙶𝚘𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚟𝚎𝚜. 𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞𝚜 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚞𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚠𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝙷𝚒𝚖.

Today,surely everyone has fear about the pandemic that affects not only our country but the whole world. Medical experts have been so eager to work to discover cures for this Corona Virus. Many lives were lost and many are still fighting. Some loses their jobs and some establishments were forced to closed. Many families are in hunger and still number of this are increasing.

Sometimes life feels like a white-water rafting trip,one that contains more rapids than we might like. But the Lord’s promise to Israel,through the prophet Isaiah,can guide our feelings when we fear the worst is happening.

I just want to share and give hope to many, that in this midst of challenging situation we are in now, we can send out an SOS to GOD. God won’t abandon us in the rough waters. Although help will look different than we expected,perhaps help comes through an unexpected job for those whose job and company were affected by this pandemic, an understanding doctor and medical front liners who will take care of us just like what Jesus did and help those who are infected by the virus to wake up each day with a living hope in their hearts that they will survive the virus and will go home with their families with security that they will no longer affect them or brought them in danger and that God will give peace in the midst of grief of those families who lost their loved ones because of the virus. We can trust Him to guide us through the rapids—- our deepest fears and most painful troubles—-because He also loves us and promises to be with us.

Let us be encouraged that these are ways HE is responding to our call for help and fighting for us. In this difficult moments,let us remember: We may not know what is coming next,but our Lord does.We can trust Him with every moment that stretches before us. That no matter what we’re going,in this moment, He is there.He is here ready to reach out and rescue us.

Love is like a sunset blazing color

According to Kirsten Miller, all the most powerful emotions came from “CHAOS” – anger, fear and LOVE. Real love is always chaotic. You lose control, you lose perspective. Love is nothing without a little chaos to make it interesting.

In the real world, there’s no scientific method for finding love and starting new relationships. Sometimes things just happen in a strange and extraordinary ways. We meet a finite number of people in our lifetimes, and who we come into contact with determines the course of our lives: how happy we are (Yun yung nag uumapaw na saya,as in parang heaven hahaha),how safe we feel (Yung kahit lamok parang ayaw ka niyang padapuan,bebe lang? xD) whether or not we find love (Exactly! This is the point!) In this age of uncertainty, we are primarily driven to find and hold onto romantic love out of fear of loneliness in a world lacking communal bonds. Just like uncertain market forces, love has become a normal chaos. (Magulo,sobrang gulo lalo na sa isip pati sa heart ba? It’s for you to find out!!!…Charot!)

For me, a precondition to love is the capacity to come out of oneself and into the world — to lose one’s self in another. True love is the will of happiness in another person regardless if it’s chaotic. In short, kahit anong gulo or kahit gulong gulo kana, kapag mahal mo you’ll do everything to make him or her happy even though sometimes you are not the reason for his or her happiness. Ouch! Tinamaan ka ba?Peace yow! Whatever the case may be, I believe there are multiple “the ones” out there for us to find. If we end up lasting with that person for the rest of our lives, then clearly there is only one. This person will come. Maybe later, maybe tomorrow, maybe even in a few more years or maybe not? Huwag namannnnnn 😦 That day will come, like what I’ve said in my previous blogs ” It will come in GOD’s PERFECT TIME” ❤ But until then, patiently wait, Yes! YOU… IKAW….They say “patience is a virtue”. Wait for this someone who understands the chaos living inside your heart and still recognize your charm and familiarity with adoration and tenderness. Wait for this someone who will stay no matter how strong the wind gets because waiting is also believing, and faith is as powerful as love. Ito yung #believeinthepoweroflove ❤ Believe that no matter how much chaos you are in right now, God is preparing someone who will come into your life and make you realize that every pain in the past actually, wonderfully makes sense! 😉 Do you guys also agree with me? For sure if you said NO, I don’t know what kind of creature are you. *evil laugh* ^-^

We’re never too old to find someone. Maybe we just have one too many filters set up to prevent love from happening. In our case, chaos of our thoughts and being could not give way to the order of relationship. So we need the chaos of life to make a better understanding of our own self. Chaos destruct to restore us for better. Nakssssss hahahaha It would balance our soul and our being. Chaos is needed every now and then and an important aspect for going into better direction. We may not realistically be able to change the entire world, but what I do know for sure is that we can change someone else’s world and it all starts with somewhat we called CHAOTIC LOVE!

Why I would rather choose to be single? Or let’s just say why I am still single after a failed relationship?

Most of us nowadays have so many questions in our mind. Do I look ugly? Is there something wrong with me that turn them off? Do men/women higher their standards already? Or maybe GOD just wanted me to stay single forever? So many questions yet so difficult to answer or not even one can be answered.

THIS is the underbelly of singleness. The dark side. Where the rubber meets the road. Where the truth comes out and it’s not the slightest bit pretty, or inspirational, or even positive. I have so many thoughts about relationships. And while I have a pretty serious relationship a year ago, now I’m clearly single. And I’m fine with that.Not fine when people say they’re fine but deep inside they’re not. But TRULY, CERTAINLY FINE! In fact, it seems that my family, colleagues and friends is more concerned about me being single than I am. Now that I am in the quarter year of my life, it seems that the panic level is higher than ever. People around me are so worried about my love life, my happiness, finances and my eggs. (HAHAHAHA! and HA!) And I often feel like I’m in the twilight zone, looking around at everyone and asking myself “Ano nangyari?Bakit parang mas nagmamadali sila kesa sakin? Mauubusan ba ako?” but on the other side of it I also realized that there are still people who really care and love me and wishing and praying for my HAPPINESS! My FOREVER HAPPINESS (Feeling loved) yayyyyy! ^-^

But, HEY GUYS! Chill! I’m still young, if it’s GOD’s time for me to find THE ONE it will just happen… It will just come…I’m not closing my door for possibility that one day, there is someone who’s gonna change my whole perspective about love relationships…and reason why I wanted to stay single is that I just really like it. Yes! You read it right. There are really a lot of things I really loved about being unattached. I like my independence and I like staying up late at night, lounging diagonally across my bed eating my favorite crackers alone, drinking my ice cold milo and watching my favorite movies over and over again. (Love to think about that always <3) When you’re single your emotions are safely guarded and not vulnerable to the wrong person. When you are single you really have the time to get to know who you are and who you want to be and while waiting on love, you can still enjoy life fully and on your own terms. This is not everyone’s story but it’s mine. Satisfaction with my life isn’t based off on being paired off or not. Being single is “YOU time”. Yeah, I know this is very cliché to say but it is true. Discovering the true you is essential to make any other relationship in your life work. Coming out of a long relationship, especially one that wasn’t healthy, you usually start again with nothing. (Not being bitter but of course you really have reservation when it comes to entertaining another prospect for your love relationship).

 I want every single fiber of my being to be one of those SELF-ASSURED, CONFIDENT BOLD woman of GOD who knows exactly who SHE is in CHRIST and walks in the freedom of knowing how loved she is, how precious she is and how validated she is. I want to be that woman, but I’m not that woman yet. I’m still on a journey to become her. And that’s fine. TOTALLY, SUPER FINE!!!

Happiness can be found when we learn to embrace reality. Seeking love isn’t an easy quest, but it’s always best to take this journey on our own side. It’s important to fight the patterns inside us that hold us back from getting what we really want. We can’t shield ourselves from the world or keep ourselves from getting hurt. We all carry flaws, and these vulnerabilities are especially apparent when getting close to one another. Thus, achieving intimacy is a brave battle, but it is one well-worth fighting for, each and every day, both within ourselves and ultimately within our relationships. The list goes on, but our singleness doesn’t have to be the dark ages of our existence. In fact, it can be a GIFT and a BLESSING. You just need to know how to use it. But for now, I am single because I chose to be single and that’s what today looks like, so… that’s what I’m goin’ with. 😉

Be Free.

Heartbreak.It’s a tough thing to go through. Isn’t it? Definitely YES! I think everybody gets their heart broken at some point in their lives. I’ve been there.You’ve been there.We’ve all been there…Maybe for different reasons our hearts gotten broken— failing at something,not getting what you want,getting defeated,having and letting a person that you love break it,name whatever you want that gets your heart broken.This time,let me talk about having and letting a person break it.

Some of you might know that I’ve had my heart broken by a past relationship. (Well,his my first love,my first and only boyfriend in my 25 years of existence… I know right,napakaboring ng lovelife ko kasi one man woman ako). Some of you might not know that my relationship with my ex took over almost 5 years after we’ve both decided to end it up. Yes,I’ll admit it,it hurts at first.When the person you thought you will be spending the rest of your life didn’t do anything to save your relationship.I thought he was the guy I was going to marry (Coz’ when I decided na sagutin siya, the time when he courted me, I promise to myself that he will be the first and the last man in my life)pero if it’s not the will of God hahanap at hahanap siya ng way na di kayo magkakatuluyan eh.Thanks for the guidance of the almighty,since I have my principle ,I didn’t gave up everything. (Masyadong hahaba at pagdedebatehan natin if I’d talk about purity).Nevertheless,gaano man kasakit ang naramdaman ko,kailangan ko pa ring mag-move on.Life goes on!(Napakapositive ko lang ano?hahahaha) All I know and I always put in my mind is that,heartbreaks shouldn’t stop me from living.

At first,I thought I would never be able to move on from a heartbreak.That was my first heartbreak in my entire life being and I didn’t know what to do. I thought I was going to grow old alone and wouldn’t find a man ever,but I’ve moved on and I realize there are so many other man in the world and those are some of the moments I laugh at when I reminisce about them now.

Anything of value takes time,and something as important as creating a relationship takes much time.(Huwag susunggab sunggab kaagad,sa una masaya,puro kilig,sa huli iiyak iyak,maglalasing at magiging pariwara).I’m not generalizing but I bet this is some of the real scenario happening to those broken hearted.

Everybody falls in love.Falling in love is part of living,as well as getting our hearts broken.(Kaya ayaw na ayaw ko sanang mainlove kasi alam ko masasaktan at masasaktan ako)*sigh*

But what is True Love? For me,True love has feelings,a tender feelings which are put in the human heart by a caring God. One of my favorite scripture in the Bible about love is 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 I know some of you are very familiar with this scripture.It says “Love is patient,love is kind.It does not envy,it does not boast.It is not proud,it is not rude.It is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects,always trusts,always hopes and always perseveres”. So perfect right?

True love takes time— time to know and time to grow.Knowing a person takes time and there is always “no shortcut”.Growing a relationship takes time, and God expects couples in love to “grow up”.Maybe that’s why God allow my past relationship to end,for me to figure out and prepare me for the BEST ONE ❤

Perhaps everybody needs to experience heartbreak to open their hearts and feel other things.Acceptance is the key.If you can’t accept reality,then you are going to stuck in that state until you’ll find the courage to accept how things turned out and let go of it. Not all of us get to have a happy endings. (Ano to fairytale lang ang peg?)

Always remember, there are far better things ahead of you and life doesn’t stop for anyone,not even for you.Divert your attention to something else. (Magpaganda ka ateng,magpa sexy,mag shopping,mag coffee2 dzaii or kuya malay mo mahanap mo siya sa tabi tabi lang).Don’t waste your time fantasizing a guy or a girl who doesn’t give a sh** about you.You deserve better and you’ll meet him or her soon…And when you meet the one,you’ll be glad that none of your past relationships worked out.

Being in love is NOT that easy.(You feel me,wag kayong ano). If there are things I’ve learned about love,it is to love someone without setting any expectations.Love them and make them as your inspiration.Do things that make them happy but not to the extent that you’ll give everything as in everything.But also,don’t expect them to do the same for you. Ikaw rin nasasaktan kapag nag expect ka Teh,been there,done that.Jumping to the next level would be tough.Being in a serious relationship is a big responsibility.It’s very risky,but you’ll know if someone is worth taking the risk. 😉

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Many of us is dreaming of a perfect partner. Of course! Even me I’m praying for that.But can we really tell when will be that “PERFECT TIME” gonna happen?  Of course not! Nobody can tell… Only the one from up above knows when and who will be that. *wink*

But does it come in your mind imagining a special person and wishing and praying na ‘Lord, sana siya na’… Coz’ I do. I honestly do. Di lang talaga halata *Laugh*But if that person is not the one destined by GOD for you I tell you, no matter how long you’ve been together or how strong your relationship even before if that person is not destined to be with you forever, HE or SHE will never be ‘THE ONE’.Ouch! Funny right? Yes, probably, but as the time goes by you’ll just realize that you are better off without him/her in your life.

We are all getting old, and I mean we are getting mature as time goes by. (I do hope so for some! Ahem!) And by being mature we are starting to comprehend things profoundly. We are trying to deal with stuff in a more sensible way. We get better at handling things, in handling relationships because we learn from our experiences. Sana all. *sigh* But I bet there are some that are not ready yet. Growing old is hard, adapting to change is harder. Those things are inevitable, which means we must always be accustomed to changes, for that is the only constant thing in this world. Without change, humans will not understand the true meaning of value and worth. Am I right? (Hope you agree with me) ^.^

Nothing is permanent in this world and that is a fact. We have to accept that there are things and there are people that don’t meant to stay in our lives. Life maybe a bit cruel sometimes, but I still believe that it happens for a reason. Still a fact! Hahaha… And GOD allow those things to happen to prepare us for the BEST. ❤ We cannot stay so long for a single condition. We need to MOVE ON. We need to MOVE FORWARD! Capslock yan para INTENSE. 😂

Change doesn’t wait for our approval, it comes automatically. Just like what GOD wants for us, the more we cling to the things we want, the more we didn’t get it. Go with the flow, the right one will just come in HIS Perfect Time! The right place, the right moment… Everything will be perfect. Don’t let yourself and don’t let the past hold you back. No one is in control of your life apart from you. You get to decide for yourself, you get to choose whether to move forward or to stay wherever or whatever you are. People come and go and it really, really, as in really SUCKS! But that’s the law of nature, and it’s not going to change..EVER! All you have to do for now is to… Enjoy life, make friends with the people you meet (who knows, the right one is already in front of you *kilig*) but always, always put in your mind that GOD is in control of everything. HE knows the desire of your heart and when the time comes that your heart starts to beat again you’ll just say “LORD, thank you! THE ONE already found ME!” ❤

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